hi world....im so tired.....heard things that i do not wan to hear.saw people that i do not wan to see face the problem i hope i will never have to face.im tired.i hope i can sleep forever n never wake up. its so tiring n stressful. life is suppose to be full of hope.drastic .frantic.just a few more months... n the cycle repeats....so bored n tired.so hate my cca. like isnt the time enough for trainings?? i dread trainings...like seriously.i rather join chorale then to stand there n march under the sun like an idiot.its not like im growing up to be a police neither am i going to march my whole life to earn for a living.i rather go n die.hate it so much.life is so boring....full of troubles n stress.feel so tired. talk abt stuff now. the windows in the classroom almost break during chinese lesson in the morning. cher ask us sing songs.eww. yan lin wore her ethnic costume.haha n im tired.