ho world....its the same day but different shit........well im just so damn tired.....sleeping disorders.... if my problem is solved,i will rest in peace.......its so stressful......who can help me!!!!???? i cant tell anyone abt it...only my best friends noe..haha well i guess it will soon be over....told vanessa sth that i wanted to tell someone long time ago...feel much better...thks.....well i just feel like being myself and eat,sleep,study,slack,rest,play n crap around......isnt it much better?? so tired.... how i wish i have no feelings at all......almost there....frankly speaking,i am damn insensitive.....hope u guys dont mind....saw a lizard wif no tail in class.wow..its so small.why isnt there a tail?! so i freaked out.....currently trying to lie to myself that tmr will be a better day.must i always do this to make me feel better?? i hope not.....wow....feel so empty.....need to find sth to fill me in.......k.......im tired. ouch...it hurts.....when i think of it.........k......TMR WILL BE A GREAT DAY. GOOD NIGHT WORLD. LOVE MYSELF.NITES.