effing pissed off.
Monday, December 6, 2010 x 4:16 AM
hi world.on my nerves now.firstly,the F word is an abusive way of saying sex.so i shall refrain my self from using it.
im damn pissed off by this stupid thing that has been bothering me since the day i step my foot in to that thing.its so ironic asking me,someone who hates this thing so damn much,to help promote how well this thing is,which is not.it sucks ttm. like seriously.i hate it.so wad?this is how i feel u cant do anything ok?! u always said all of us r 'family' n one for all all for one. family?? my foot. if u really mean it u wont be calling out individuals n start barking at them like a mad dog.n leaving a wound in their heart.ur perfection in their heart just simply vanish like that.ohh so now i noe why u dont have a partner.so wad if ur eyes r horribly big? i dont give a shit.cos one day u will realise it will just POP out. then we will definitely organize a POP PARADE FOR U.
ALWAYS using 144 ppl as an excuse. why me out of 144? since ur effing eyes r so humongous then y dont u take a close look at my report book?? i admit,im not born smart or neither am i hardworking.i slack my ass off during my entire sec 2 year n yea i failed like shit.the commitments that i put in is more than thoes slackers slacking all the time but the credits will no doubt go to them.u r busy so am i. compassion n sympathy.lets face it.u have none of thoes.this is not criticizing but only how i feel.all of this crap for 2 yrs. lets just spill it out.
do u really think doing all thoes things actually helps?? apparently not.hey im still a student.if i dont study now wad will happen in the future.u cant give me a bright future rite? showing us some moe videos of inspiring teacher n stuff like that? hey who r u trying to kid? or should i say u work too hard wanting to be like them not noeing that u r far from what it seems like. then stop asking only ME to do stupid stuff.cos im not going to grow up n be like u.if all thoes things i learn helps in my study,i will definitely go. but it doesnt.me n my friends spent our entire morning to do sth that is not necessary n after all the hard work,it was just thrown at a side.wth?! is u think its that easy, why not try doing it urself.i hate to hold grudges against anyone but YOU are an exception.u r just so unreasonable. i dont give a damn if u dont let me go up or wadever.it doesnt matter to me.u have no rights to tell me who i am or tell me wad to do. hey,have u heard of this thing call human rights?? i bet u didnt.
n always thinking that im slacking when im obviously not. when im so sick n frail u dont effing give a damn u just put more n more load on us.seriously wads ur problem? i bet u must have force or even bribe ur students to write thoes nomination forms to let u be the most "caring" teacher award.lmao. talk is cheap. always saying that u work goddamn hard for this n that but hey, what have u done?! prove it la! if scolding,punishing n barking is counted in ur goddamn hard effort then yes u have prove it but then again,that is not.so wtf have u contributed?!
if u never tell me a reason why i should go then why should i tell u a reason if i dont go? calling me as and when u like.hey im not ur dog.neither am i ur slave.u wan ppl to treat u wif respect then respect others first.everything happens for a reason.
u shouldn ask ppl to do things they cant do.its just like asking u to give birth.u cant rite? u just spoil other ppl's day.word of advise: why dont u just go bang a nearest wall or just shoot urself.since u claim to be so good at that.
hypocritical.despicable.disgusting.