hell

Let my lusts be my ruin, then, since all else is a fake and a mockery." ~Hart Crane

2012-01-27T06:43:00.000-08:00

Day2.
366 days this year.
i wont have a life. im stuck with a same cycle daily.
fuck this shit. 8 more months.deal with it.
this is just boring...

bye 2011!!!!!!!!!

2011-12-30T02:31:00.000-08:00

time flies and 2011 is abt to end and i have not bolg for a long long time. first of all, i have to say that this was a rather fruitful year and friendship blossoms and etc. and many nice memories that i dont want to forget. next year will be a crucial year, as there will be o level. sth that makes u scared, nervous and excited. some really awesome stuff that i did this year. i got my first ever blackberry,my very own netbook, enjoyed my first flight stimulator with my closest friends,been through a horrendous NCO camp n many many more. i just dk how to finish it.

next, npcc content.
i have been in npcc for 3 years. and i have to say that i really hate it. CIs screaming at u, doing push ups, going through hell and being treated like _ _ _ _ but then, im grateful for these experiences. what doesnt kills you makes u stronger. the camp didnt kill me, n my squad mates and i were much more bounded than before.during the camp, i almost gave up cos i cant take it, n it was alr like 1am in the morning, 3 of my awesome frens still encourage me to persevere. it was really nice la. them sacrificing their time for me. although i really dont like this cca, but i really like how my squad mates are. they are the ones that will go through thick and thin wif u, and share the happiness with u. so, yea, their awesome. 4th batch nco ftw!!! n i cant stress this enough. i dont like my cca. to end the year of,some photos. some photos r not shown due to my face being there. n some really unforgettable photos taken this year.

2011-12-18T22:46:00.001-08:00

2011-12-16T00:59:00.000-08:00

n im naming my elephant gregory. its just so adorable, n i hand painted this myself! a really meaningful experience :)

i hate my brother. n guys

2011-11-30T02:13:00.000-08:00

IF ANYONE WANS A BROTHER, I WILL GLADLY GIVE YOU MINE.

11/11/11

2011-11-11T08:01:00.000-08:00

Its 11/11/11. N had an unit outing. Had an enjoyable time with my squadmates. 4th batch NCO FTW!!!! :) they r the ones that sticked thru thick n thin n the horrible NCO camp with me. N those are really wonderful memories. Bonding, laughing, been punished tgt. Although sometimes some ppl may be an ass, but overall, we r awesome. Thanks for the
wonderful memories :)

a post dedicated to my wonderful fren ,who help me wif bubble butt

2011-11-10T03:29:00.000-08:00

Smile though your heart is aching
Smile even though it's breaking
When there are clouds in the sky, you'll get by
If you smile through your fear and sorrow
Smile and maybe tomorrow
You'll see the sun come shining through for you

Light up your face with gladness
Hide every trace of sadness
Although a tear may be ever so near
That's the time you must keep on trying
Smile, what's the use of crying?
You'll find that life is still worthwhile
If you just smile

That's the time you must keep on trying
Smile, what's the use of crying?
You'll find that life is still worthwhile
If you just smile

things i wan god damn much.

2011-10-07T06:04:00.000-07:00

im bored. haha out of boredom.
1. jelly beans- candy floss flavour
2. teddy bear!!! flufflyness
3.watch cool ones
4.hoodie :)

fun fun fun!

2011-09-24T06:08:00.000-07:00

hi world.. going to talk abt what happened ytd.in the afternoon. went to nachorvale cc with cailing n minyi.went there to study n we saw this new trany. omg, seriously very much worst than meera.meera is so damn nice n soft, while HE is rude n rough n wears a bra. :P omg eye blinding.gross.ttm. anyways that is one of my stupid habbit too although sometimes i find it hard to believe.ok why am i so dan weird?? i also dk.haha n i got creeped out by that taxi driver last night. he was like being so nice n talking n its really over nice. being nice is good, but being too nice, its scary. ok n im currently trying hard o concentrate on studies n finding ppl to study wif me. n ytd was megans birthday celebration n we smash the cake in her face n it was fun. haha ok im abit tired now n overall i think that the people around me r really nice to me n im pretty thankful for that. oh, n i really hate the new facebook. n i skip social studies lesson today due to execssive sleep.n typing lots of crap really quickly is actually very fun.

i hate ungrateful ppl.

2011-09-19T04:49:00.000-07:00

Hi world. When u do so much work n all u get is a slap on the face. Bitch. N the moment when ur teachers say u have to complete a mountain of homework n u chiong like mad n all they say is, hand in by end of this week. _|_

tired, sleepy, dying

2011-09-11T00:08:00.000-07:00

hi world omg im so damn tired. n currently buried under mount home work. i dont understand why school teachers have to give us so many home work. n i bet they wont collect n mark it.ok mayse some will. hate it. so many home work. n i just cant finish them. n the worst part is, i dont even noe how to do it. damn. ytd was a packed day so i dont even have time to do all my work. went to work wif dad ytd morning n did some physics there but it was too tough. n after that went to this uncle's house for raya. good food! ok then went to pick mum up from work n went home bathed n went to my uncles dinner treat, well apparently, he wrote a book n published it so he decided to treat us. wad a snob he is. cant stand it. n went home at around 10 n when i reached home, showered, its alr vey late so i do dont have time to do work n wei xuan is finally back!!! ok. n now i have so many home work to do n some damn edgy i just feel like typing so i would fell better n im using my com now since my dad is sleeping but once he wakes up, i will have to switch it off damn. n we have to eat out today since mum is not cooking but i have so many home work n mum still wans to go shopping. omg. i think i better go start on my work now. ok bye!!!!!

day of fear.

2011-09-08T03:58:00.000-07:00

hi world. went to dental todaywas so scared to go becos i have not been visiting since i took of my braces which is like near 5 months.so i was brainstorming for idead of wad to say if the doctor ask. the most apic thing was, i was talking to the nurse for a while n when i get in,she asked me if i bought my retainer when i am wearing it. ( ok my retainer is "invinsible") then she was like oh! wah really cannot see ah. then im like ._. ok..... so it was kinda bored after the appointment so i went to the big bookstore at taka. n totally get engrossed in those cool books. n went home to cook my dinner.haha awesome. n now blogging n watching glee :) damn awesome. haha so song of the day ,black out the sun by darren hayes. oh n i really hate lizards. they r the most hideous thing ever. i swear. hate them. oh n tlking to ying ying abt lady boys now. haha meera~ ok shall end here now. :)

2011-09-06T22:27:00.000-07:00

hi world its another day of holiday n frankly speaking, it kinda suck cos its boring n whenever i think of homework, i just wan to die.cos there is so many homework!!!! i just know where to start. n i dont even have the mood to start.n my fren dont even noe that there are homework to be done. epic.thinking of going out to study wif the pabos later. but i think we may not concentrate. haha song of the day-coming home by diddy n show of the day-the walking dead. dental tmr. dread. cos its freaking far away hate it.ok i think thats for all. n the weather is freaking hot n im dying....

ok continuing the post.just came back from studying with ying ying n brandon. at kfc. n we drank a large pepsi n watch a bit of final destination. kinda cool actually. miss wei xuan. haha n i dk what is wrong wif vanessa. kinda worried actually. haha. shall end now :)

every cloud have a silver lining.

2011-09-06T02:16:00.000-07:00

hi world. so long never blog alr.. haha a bit dusty. so shall start blogging abt my awesome life. wif my awesome pabo family. all the troubles, unhappiness n misunderstandings were all cleared. n now i just feel so much better. bcos we will be back to the same happy group again. although it sounds very lame but yea, i really like the pabos alot. n i mean it. there will of course be times when we r not happy with each other n quarrels, n fights n etc but afterall, we are frens.n all these quarrels, unhappiness n etc are just part n parcel of our life.so even if we r unhappy, just suck it. cos every cloud have a silver lining n the problem will eventually be solved :) was pretty awkward today but we still manage to end the day well wif laughter n smiles. so its a good thing :D going to watch final destination :) haha n im currently listening to the song someone like you by adele. its cool. n ying ying was really dumb today.belinda had a hole in her stomach, brandon had a new hamster n megan poison her nails. n saw vivian for the first time. haha ok shall end here now. writing everything down so that i wont forget the happy times wif the pabos. :) oh n i kinda miss meera.

2011-07-22T08:39:00.000-07:00

I'm so angry I'm actually going to explode. Hate that sissy OC of my school once again. He should seriously just die. Hate him.. No guts. Damn it..... Hate him.

2011-06-27T06:01:00.000-07:00

holy! ok errm was feeling rather stressed up last night as today, school reopens. school brought us ,sec 3, to wild wild wet. n we were in groups. my group : me PEARLYN, qi xiang, eric, sonam n vernon. it was really tiring.

2011-06-14T06:00:00.000-07:00

whoots!! today marks the last day of LMSC!!! happy ttm. n its also day 2 of OBS. very tired now. n i really wan to punch darren in the face. he called me at 1.17 AM just to tell me he cant hand up his form today. like wth?! cant u wait till morning?! sense that time pass more quickly today compared to ytd. n after the course we went macs. n we saw this group of ppl came in to macs took the sauce n went back to kfc. kfc dont have sauce is it?? haha it was very epic. n then me yan lin n collen came up with some very funny stories n laugh like mad there. omg... tiring day today. looking forward to tmr as will be meeting some very good frens :D

sleepy like a cheese stick

2011-06-13T06:00:00.000-07:00

tired like shit. went for lmsc. the worst course ever. the course where its so near our school and yet we have to take a BIG bus. first time ever we were treated so nicely by the HOs. i repeat, HOs. first time ever we were in the same squad as some random school. first time ever volunteered in GAMES. ok so err it was like pure torture to us as we have to sit in this kind of dark room n hear the damn lecture n it just makes u wan to sleep so badly. n lunch was.. horrible. cos apparently, the school which was with us, wif mostly boys cant eat properly. like their mouth got hole like that. n we were suppose to clean up n in the end they just left. n we cant find them. so we have to clean up for them. hate these kind of ppl. like they shit alr, they expect u to go clean up for them. idiots. after that it was just pure torture so our course ended at 4.44pm. wow. n we went school then home next. tired like dk wad. n ying ying, brandon, su xian n vanessa is in obs today. dk how they r going to survive but i will definitely miss them de la. good thing is they r coming back on friday. which is also the day where i will go get my hair cut. ok i think thats it for now. shall blog abt my boring life tmr.

2011-06-12T03:48:00.000-07:00

its the holidays.. spend 3 days for remedial n 16 hours in that hell hole. n thank god its finally over. had fun with my awesome frens these few days. i dont noe how im going to live without them. n next week most of them will be going to obs, n i will be here camping in front of computer, rotting n collecting dust. thinking of getting a hair cut soon cos this center parting thing is really starting to annoy me.

A Marine was deployed to Afghanistan. While he was there he received a letter from his girlfriend. In the letter she explained that she had slept with two guys while he had been gone and she wanted to break up with him. AND, she wanted pictures of herself back.

So the Marine did what any squared-away Marine would do. He went around to his buddies and collected all the unwanted photos of women he could find. He then mailed about 25 pictures of women (with clothes and without) to his girlfriend with the following note:

“I don’t remember which one you are. Please remove your picture and send the rest back.”

2011-06-05T06:45:00.001-07:00

im a weirdo.so wad?

2011-06-02T04:29:00.000-07:00

it doesnt really matter right? idk. shooting today was screwed up. i wan to sleep. sleep for a very very long time. it affects everything man.it really sucks. really. i think my specs is going to break soon. looking on the bright side, i still have $6 left. wonder how am i going to survive with it. wait, i still owe ying ying $6. damn it.

2011-05-27T05:35:00.000-07:00

this post is going to be damn stupid.but i just cant take it anymore...my parents have been nagging for the whole 2 days alr.like wtf?! ok people may say they nag bcos they care but its just so demoralizing. i admit i did not study so wat? at least i did my best. n some teachers r even worst.they talk to us and say until like we totally did not put in effort to do the paper at all.like hello? u r not us then how do u now we did not put in our best effort? n they may tell u they have been teaching for many years n noe how to "see" if we did put in effort. like wtf?! u r not god if u can "see" everything then u wont even be a teacher. im not saying that all teachers r like that.not going to trust anyone anymore.

2011-05-21T06:43:00.000-07:00

hi world. woke up damn early today n its so screwed up.. so i walked to the interchange n surprisingly, i was on time :) darren was late again.. so we made our way to hai sing catholic n took part in the inter unit quiz competition. i have to say that we didnt really 'study' for it because of MYE... so amazingly, greendale secondary came in 4th :) very shocking but its true. hahah so good job everyone!!!! debrief at macs at white sands n we got free stuff to eat n bused back to compass. going to have to do more for the drill come n we r going to HTA for the quiz competition :) awesome!! n i came home n slept for 5 hours.pig. haha

2011-05-19T06:23:00.000-07:00

tmr is the last day of the scary exams..yay!!! n we r going to have a flour fight after that :D n i have cca tmr. damn. haha erm happy at the moment. hohohoho

2011-05-17T05:14:00.001-07:00

omg...so long never post alr....lots of things happen recently. doing lots of things together with the pabo family (y) its just so awesome. n i get to see planes everyday :) n i just cannot believe how people change. its so damn fast.n i dont get why some people r so egoistic n cocky n arrogant n thinks that they r big shots. idiots. going to be kind of busy after exam. but i think it would be fun :) idk why im like so into my cca now..weird. i like my CCA not the PEOPLE n definitely NOT THE TEACHERS. ok la 1 teacher only. that dog.a male one. tsk.
ok so err
21 may- inter unit quiz, going to pray hard that we will actually win
25 may- a course at HTA :D awesome~ get to go to HTA again.
28 may- ying ying's birthday!!!!! whoots~
29 may- RSAF open house :D :D
31 may- the coolest show :)
ok so thats for may.writing all down so i wont forget :)

2011-05-09T01:56:00.000-07:00

for the first time, im sad over something so stupid.wtf.fact is, i never did forget abt it. 24/4/2011. i noe its over.i hope u will be happy.

best friend doesnt mean having a secure friend.
best friends are not like slippers.when u dont need it, u throw it aside n when u need it then u find for it.
im definitely not the best of friend but she is.

2011-05-06T02:06:00.000-07:00

wtf?! i really dk wat she wan. seriously?! what u wan me to do??!! i alr gave u everything. or r u trying to tell me that i have took the wrong choice?

2011-05-03T04:26:00.000-07:00

hi world...long time no post. i love ,y pabo family!!! they r so awesome!!!!! to be honest i really like them alot.
i hate guys who make girls cry. useless.
i love my girlfren!! n i love my family!! peace out!

2011-04-23T06:17:00.000-07:00

hi world..from today onwards im not going to give a damn abt ur stuff. dont come complaining to me abt this n that cos i wont care.n when i dont care, pls dont go around saying i have changed n stuff. stating it clear in the beginning i wont give a damn. u wan act cute n all is ur prob. im not ur mum i cannot do anything. u wan to be a slut,so be it. n if u dont care why should i? to me,without u, i can still live on perfectly. but just dont come back n cry when u r being "thrown away" or being neglected or wat so ever. its disgusting to see u like that. hey ever heard of the game spot the difference? just go n play n u will get wat i mean. i regretted texting u. im an idiot.

2011-04-17T00:12:00.000-07:00

hi world..currently doing,no i mean chionging my ss project. Chicken Backside!blaming myself for not going NPAP. heart pain!!!!!! my heart break like dont noe wad. HTA!!!!! n i also wan wear number 1!!!!!! jealous piece of shit. well, any ways, good job to those in NPAP yesterday!! n i love HTA. n sometimes i think im an ass for doing such things to her. feelings fade n i lover HTA.dont ask me why.

2011-04-07T02:16:00.000-07:00

this is he first time n i swear it wont be the last.
why is this so terrible?!
i hate this.
it sucks.
period.

2011-04-06T06:38:00.000-07:00

Hi world.. Went to Home Team Academy today :D was damn cool. A damn nice experience!! See lots of police ppl haha. N when me n yan lin was back in school we keep marching like how the ppl did.. Haha damn fun :D

I think I will see her on friday..idk.haha suddenly don't feel like talking abt it.. I dk why. Well I miss her.

2011-04-04T03:13:00.001-07:00

an angel finally came n drag me out of this shit.

2011-04-03T02:25:00.001-07:00

Cos I'm tired of who u wan me to be.that's why.

EXPECTING LESS MEANS HURTING LESS

2011-04-02T03:16:00.000-07:00

2011-04-02T03:15:00.000-07:00

FML

2011-04-01T05:30:00.000-07:00

dont think of me as a backstabber cos i seriously think u r the one that looks like a faggot. n yea i think im straight forward. but just a bit.

today is april fool n err.lots of things happen. ying ying got tricked. i never zip my skirt n i never button my shirt(i was wearing my pe shirt n shorts inside) n when i was back in ying ying's class we did lots of crazy stuff. n i think whatever i said to benji are words that i dont mean n just a april fool thing.
right now concentrated on things like:
1) my chemistry bapok teacher-miss wee.
2)my darling-baoyin.
3)miscellaneous stuff like sleeping hours n sleep.
4)homework that is never ending
5)stuff i hate.n like.

happy April fool!!! :D

2011-03-29T08:13:00.000-07:00

Omg this is so demoralizing seriously wads the point when everything is alr set this way? Its all for a show. Puppets. A puppet show. I feel like an idiot now. Wtf is wrong wif me? Seriously FML.I hate my life so damn much. n it really doesn't help by saying cheer up n stuff like that. Once a failure always a failure. Wtf.

2011-03-27T19:53:00.000-07:00

hi world...didnt went to school today.i was somehow reading ppl's blog. which makes me feel like im a stalker. im like so damn happy because i DONT have to go to school today. which also means that i dont have to see DOG's face. so its a good thing. i guess. omg this is so crappy.i cant believe it. why is this happening to me!!!!! i guess im just sick n tired of everything.

i hate it when hypocrites come sucking up. just fuck off.seriously.

2011-03-26T22:50:00.000-07:00

a few things to begin with
I LOVE MY GUITAR.
FML.
NOSE BLED 3 TIMES A DAY,BEAT THAT.
THROAT IS TRYING HARD TO KILL ME.

i think thats all for now.FML.

2011-03-26T00:15:00.000-07:00

i have decided.i shall get a pair of Toms then a Vans.

rolly polly

2011-03-25T05:17:00.000-07:00

pop goes the weezle. ok err ytd i hurt my ass cos of the staircase incident. n err im a good girl.no joke.its sad as my throat is seriously trying really hard to kill me. praying hard that everything will be fine.i donated 20 cents :D ok so err nth much to write actually.currently not enjoying my life as im just too tired to think of anything. ok.period.

manly man in little tennis dresses

2011-03-23T05:42:00.000-07:00

hi world.i think its time for me to post sth so i wont feel so bored. this week is suck a packed week.n im waking up in the muddle of the night almost everyday.lack of sleep.very serious.went high abit.so its kind of unusual.ok im tired.n my head is killing me n im having thoes blood shot eyes AGAIN! damn it.i have sensitive eyes siol. hate it.aargh!!! annoyed.very annoyed.well im just talking crap.n a bird shitted on my shirt ytd.JUST MY LUCK. i think i have weird dreams.haha. n i donated 20 cents today.yay. ok end of my story.byes~

my lovely camp trip

2011-03-11T06:16:00.000-08:00

hi world!!! im like finally back....ok im like so damn tired.gosh...n yes i survived the camp. im so damn amazed. ok going to just type out wat happen during this 5d4n camp cos i imply miss my com n i just wan to type like mad.

Day1
suppose to be in the school hall at 7 am n i was early.when i walk in the school, i saw lots of girls carrying luggage n i was like O.O like hello???this is a camp??!! ok meet up wif my frens n we went high n stuff,taking photos n doing stupid stuffmet our nice instructor Ethan.n we only left at around 10am..n i sat wif the ball.was delayed at the custom at 12 pm n ate some nasi lemak which is counted as the best meal of the camp. n we just had a damn long journey all the way to the campsite.reached there at abt 8+ ate dinner which is considered okay n went to the chalets.the good thing is,there is air con. the bad thing is,it looks scary.so me,regine,zhi yun.rachael n ming yi shared the same room n we talk n talk till 2+ n went to sleep.the first nite was kinda sleepless.

Day2
woke up at 7am n woke frens up at 7.30 bathe n everything n went for breakfast. discovered a short cut.had nasi lemak for breakfast. after everything we went water rafting.n we had to build our own raft.wif our class.so i removed my specs n was kinda blind n we just build a raft.the first to receive the items,the last to finish building the raft. so the good thing is that only 8 ppl will have to go on the raft. so,ppl that went r mainly the boys.n our instructor is really nice.n my balck bag drop on some watery mud pool n i was bothered for the whole day. ate lunch next,it was.......n carried on wif some culture thingy where u learn how to play some games,make a bamboo thingy bracelet n fold some leaves.n i fall asleep.cos im just too tired.n slack for a while n had dinner.it was nicer than any other. at night,play some balloon war thingy where u have to be in pairs carrying a candle,going to other groups n bursting their balloon using the candle. it was fun. n we did debrief,had supper n call it a day. went back to chalet.n ate all our chips. so me n zhi yun decided to go opposite where the other girls room is to beg for more food. n halfway some instructors stop me n they wan us to go back so no choice we have to go back.zhi yun told us that hoju means pee.

Day 3
going to the cave today.thought that it would be just fine but i was very very wrong.
went there saw the e1-4 ppl n we settle down there n we have to sleep in the tents over there in the caves. so we start off by going in some caves n we have to climb up,down slip off n lots n lots of strength is needed.no joke.i sliped off but never n fall in the first cave.n we went to walk thru the forest where its covered wif mud pool that looks like shit.we walked thru it n our whole shoe will be covered wif mud. like as though covered wif shit.damn gross.thought that that will be the end, i was so happy but then,we ha to explore another cave.....this time,it is even harder...we have to climb thru small holes to get in the cave n it is really damn tiring...its like crawling everywhere bending down n stuff....but at the end of the cave,the scene is really awesome.n the worst thing is that we have walk the same path to get out.n when i was going out,i was stuck.damn it.n regine was like laughing away n then she slipped n fall.it was damn funny. then we had to walk the shit pool again in order to go to the dining hall to have lunch. so me zhi yun n regine chiong there we took lots of food n i took 2 pieces of EGG so we start eating. the EGG taste weird n i didnt suspect anything n when i finish my food, the guy took the whole EGG n threw it away.THAT MEANS THAT THE EGG IS SPOILED N I ACTUALLY ATE 2 OF IT!!!!!!! ok prayed hard nth will happen. stayed in tent to slack after that cleaned up showered n stuff. had dinner n night walk after that. after that we had supper n called it a day. at night, we slept in tents n there was totally no freedom at all.its like u cab hear wad ur neighbor is talking n stuff. so me n zhi yun started talking damn loudly we were like saying things like "eh stop stripping la, eh look my barbie doll underwear! wah ur hot pink panties very nice leh" n then some ppl came to see wat we were doing.it was funny. then the instructor came n she was like asking us to shut up n i was like " i finding my underwear la,i dk where i put it" it was fun

Day 4

2011-03-01T05:42:00.000-08:00

hi world had loads of fun today!! morning was fine n some how dnt pass by very quickly. during recess,there was my fav food n there wasnt any que. next during ilive, it was boring but still ok n during assembly,we were sort of dismissed earlier. n guess wat?! benji ko waved at me!!!!! omg.n went off wif my frens n we did some damn stupid stuff like acting like singapore idols n stuff.....omg.it was really fun. n at night,i talked to benji ko on msn!!!!!!

2011-03-01T05:38:00.000-08:00

2011-02-28T05:15:00.001-08:00

~life in greendale~

going greendale some years life
every morning see the sky
then bus uncle say bye bye
...then the principle talk some sai
every wednesday wear school tie
never wear it u will die
study until you wan cry
until recess all chiong buy
finish study all so high
wan to go home say goodbye
all the school rules must apply

(this is by nathaniel)

2011-02-24T06:27:00.001-08:00

im glad that u have moved on.

2011-02-23T01:59:00.001-08:00

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fNumIY9D7uY

2011-02-23T01:52:00.000-08:00

u r seriously such an idiot+asshole i really hate u u noe!!! 6 years u noe! im not going to wait ok? n im going to forget u n i promise i will. talk is cheap but yea im going to erase u off.cos i have enough of u.if u keep ignoring my presence n keeping away from me then wads the use if i am the one going up to u? u need time n i did gave u.but sorry,this just cannot go on.

2011-02-21T02:20:00.001-08:00

im going to mass spam photos now cos my blog is lack of photos.haha

red or orange??

2011-02-19T06:18:00.000-08:00

hi world!! so exhausted now....
morning-walk to macs meet naz,then walk home,went to scape,then orchard central n heeren then dinner then orchard central again,walk there n homed.

ok so err breakfast was not as successful as i thought it would be.head home,watched snow white the cartoon n cousin came after 15 min n i bathed n went to scape's k-box wif my cousins n sister..then when we were there,i was waiting for my cousin near the 98.7 studio n then the muttons,justin and vernon, walked pass me n i just stoned there. im such an idiot.ok next,we went k-box which was crazy,for 3hours n the best part is that my cousin treat me!!!! ok n we went to search for food at orchard central but nth much there so we went to heeren the japanese restaurant n my cousin treat us again :D happy much next,me n sis parted wif my cousins n we went orchard central for bubble tea.sis treat me!!!! awesome!! n we walked down to dohby n mrt-ed home. n i bought a handphone cover n i dont even noe its red or orange ._. n now im blogging..overall its a fun day :D n im going to sleep now.byes.

who is captain planet??

2011-02-18T05:46:00.000-08:00

hi world.had an awesome day today!! cos i hang out wif my besty!!! it was ao damn AWESOME naz!!!!!! n we were like going crazy trying to act like different ppl. n dinner was..................................... :P ok....n err im going to B's school on monday whoots!!!

n something shocking happened just now that made me almost flip the table n stap my own heart. n its gross

2011-02-16T02:40:00.000-08:00

hi world!! i changed my phone alr!!! haha so happy n err im tired n err happy birthday to bone of my nice senior :D ok so err ytd was the total deffence thingy n there was like no recess?!?!?!?!?!??!?!?!? n im like ._. n all the school gave us was 2 bottles of 1.5 mineral water n 2 loafs of GARDENIA bread.n u noe,GARDENIA BREAD-its so good you can even eat it on its own.

n we just swallowed the bread.ate 2 tubs of ben n jerry ice cream on valentines day with buds: Zhi yun, ying ying,regine n vanessa we totally rock!!!! err cos we r ......single.ah well....

school totally suck n im in love wif my soft pillow.n im so going to sleep early from now on.n im getting a free meal from rpyj cos of some stuff haha waiting for it :)

2011-02-11T03:15:00.000-08:00

had jogathon today.i feel damn apologetic towards this person. im seriously sorry!!!!!! you have given so many chances but im sorry im like too dumb to really understand wat u mean.sorry!!!!!!

MY PHONE IS A DINOSAUR

2011-02-09T03:51:00.000-08:00

i really need a new phone!!!!! yea!!! my phone is ancient.its like a dinosaur.... ok although some ppl dont even have a phone n that i should count my blessings but i really wan a new phone..... cos
1)my phone DO NOT have wifi
2)my phone is 6 years old
3)i have limited games
4)i have no data plan or any sorts
5)its drop dead boring
6)its security level is super low(not that i have any unseen-able stuff)
7)loads of crack
8)damn heavy
9).....its just old
yes my phone is that old......its ancient.but still can function!! first time ever to wan a phone cos the current phone im using is a hand-me-down phone from my sister ...
ok,I REALLY NEED A NEW PHONE!!

2011-02-02T08:20:00.000-08:00

hey world!!! its finally new year!!!! drank too much wine now my head like a bit pain!!! n im like damn sleepy but need to shou sui,so im using the com to keep myself awake :) ok err i found this damn hilarious thing just now n just wan to post it.so enjoy!!! err ok its like taking A long time to load...n im so excited!!!! ok upload le.

Can't wait to see all my red packets ... Erm I mean relatives! Happy CNY everyone!

PS:PLS CLICK ON THE PICTURE TO SEE THE CLEARER VIEW :)

its chinese new year eve!

2011-02-01T20:33:00.000-08:00

hi world. happy Chinese new year eve.will be out of town for a few days n when im back i will definitely go fly kite wif all my beloved frens!!! love them loads! $$$$$$ cant wait!!!! n i finally get some time to rest. :) awesome! its a dumb idea of going to school today.cos theres nth much.n i did not went to hell-hole primary school. ok going for nice reunion dinner :) err shake hands wif zhi yun,caralene,dinnie,ming fong,benjamin n qi xiang..oh n ying ying! n i pulled her ears too (: n err after that me n yy went off first cos we cannot find rpyj n gzy. dad came to fetch n im back home blogging.err actually also nth much la.just that

BENJI'S HAND IS STICKY!!!!!!

2011-01-28T20:15:00.000-08:00

The Script taught me how to move on.

Greenday taught me that government's gonna fail someday.

Bruno Mars taught me to do anything for that one person I love

Eminem taught me that life is hard but you can make it through

Travis taught me to be generous

Taylor Swift taught me not every girl is going to treat me right

30 Seconds to Mars taught me to speak whats on my mind

Michael Jackson taught me to always love the people around me

Music taught me to live

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SIA!!!!

2011-01-28T01:35:00.000-08:00

HI WORLD!! ITS SIA'S BIRTHDAY!! whoots!! haha :) ok err fun day cos im like crazy today :) shall post picture of stuff soon :) hohoho!!!!!!! oh n the song ur love is my drug is currently stuck in my head hahahaha. errrrr im like so dead la!! i forget to check up my aunts place!!!!! die!!! ohhh n i cant wait for tmr!!! cos im like going out!! whoots!! i kinda enjoy my solo trip!! haha but tmr is different cos..err going out wif cousin n sis!! haha for ppl who needs to be cheered, cheer up!!!! i will always be there for u!! haha n lastly,
i love u xue ying!!

2011-01-27T04:12:00.000-08:00

hi world. ok err firstly my facebook have been hack by my FREN n i dk y jing kai is like liking everything i post.like omg la. n im happy that qi xiang is my brother asshole now i have to create another facebook acc is it?!

2011-01-24T02:50:00.000-08:00

hi world.. ok i noe i have no right to say this but err....she should seriously just stop wat she is doing cos she is going to regret it for the rest of her life. like seriously..thinking abt it,its actually kinda gross.ok its very gross. dumb ppl. forget it.they wont understand. haha sound so wise. :) haha ok nth much today just some lame stuff n stuffs. ok shall end here now n im so going to tell that thing to regine n ask bernie for help :)

2011-01-22T12:44:00.000-08:00

-FLYING SOLO-

2011-01-20T02:29:00.000-08:00

very bored..... she's in Abu Dhabi now....sian...

2011-01-15T01:21:00.000-08:00

hi world.tired ttm.today is saturday n err i watched this movie which is like damn weird. school was as usual,boring.1 thing for sure is that i am looking forward to cny. cos that is the only time i get to relax n chill-out.some things dont last forever. i have to be more positive.n i really think im suffering from minor depression.damn it.

choose to laugh rather than cry
choose to act rather than procrastinate.

2011-01-12T02:31:00.000-08:00

hi world.err i think i really am old n senile.ytd morning i put my keys in my pocket n went to eat breakfast.a few minutes later i was finding for my keys n my father was like getting worked up. then he started to scold me.n i was like okok chill. then when school ends,i put my hand in my pocket n realised that it was,all the while,in my pocket.so i get scolded for nth...ah well,i dont really care.

life is such a bore.i used to have fun n laugh like mad during my recess last year nut now,all i do is stare into space n do some dumb stuff.that no one will do. i really agree to wad regine had say.
I AM NOT HAPPY AT ALL!!! I WAN MY HAPPINESS BACK!!! should sing the sunshine song.
ok i really have no life.

2011-01-11T02:11:00.000-08:00

hi world.nth much in school today.after school had lunch wif frens.n went to buy sketch book wif ying ying.i think she is such an idiot.... saw this foreign worker promoting mushroom. like wow. ok so tmr will not be a better day bcos i have school tmr. n for the first time,i am looking forward to cca.wow.i should slap myself hard to ensure im not dreaming..
currently the song ur love is my drug is stuck in my head.

2011-01-07T06:11:00.000-08:00

hi world.tired for like the whole day...n during recess,all the sec 1s were in the hall n i have to promote my cca so i went up on stage,hold the mike n speak.my heart almost stop.scare die.

ok have cca.so we were just setting up the booth for tmr's cca fair,n err we dirtied the floor n its damn hard to clean.so we tried hard to clean it off n load of tissues were required.so most of the time,me n colleen will be in the toilet pulling the roll of tissue like there's no tmr.haha fun but tiring. err the channel 8 drama is like wth.....if thats the ending then every one there should just die.n all the while christopher lee wasnt even showing that he like that crazy woman. ok i should sleep early today bye!! looking forward to cca fair. :)

2011-01-05T01:47:00.000-08:00

hi world..ok i really dont like my class.n i drag going to school now.my teacher talks too much n that gives me a splitting headache.school ends at a damn late time.my classmates r........n i dont really noe them.at all.bloody ferng is my chem teacher. like wth?!

actually mrs koh is damn nice.just that we have the wrong idea of her.. im just going to lie to myself that tmr is going to be a better day(so not).going to sleep early tonight.

n im serious.i have nth to do wif benjamin ko anymore.cos he is like so damn in love wif that cake shop auntie...n maybe the cake too.n i feel very pai seh when i think of wad i did last year.omg.

red is a very strong colour

2011-01-03T02:48:00.000-08:00

hilarious things.like haha.i was abt to meet vanessa in the morning n when i went out,it rained damn heavily.n i didnt bring umbrella n stuff.then i saw this lady,she have an umbrella n i was like thinking if i would like go up n ask if she would share her umbrella with me :) but i didnt so i was standing under the shelter then that lady walked up to me n ask me if i would like to share the umbrella.then i was like oh thank you.wow she is like so kind le..damn rare to find some one so nice.her name is yu qing i think,cos she ask me wat my name was..haha so she sheltered me all the way to compass point where i meet vanessa.

but things were not so good for vanessa.haha xD ok i wont blog abt it..on the LRT i saw saw cc.like so coincidence la!! i was just reading stuff abt her.....ok so we went to the gym n did thoes stuff n went for lunch.eat loads of stuff.seriously a lot. so i was like damn full..im skipping dinner cos im too full :) school reopens tmr.n im so not ready for it..n also not looking forward to it.ok till Thursday,byes! :)

2011-01-02T01:55:00.000-08:00

few more days till school re open.i hate it.

new year resolution:
1)use the com thrice a week
2)stop insulting some ppl
3)treat that mf better
4)get u out of my life
5)treat ppl nicer

seriously,u should just die.

2010-12-30T19:36:00.001-08:00

http://goods.gmarket.com.sg/gmkt.inc/Goods/Goods.aspx?goodscode=401262718

2010-12-30T18:30:00.000-08:00

hi world.ok actual post of the day.

ok im currently very bored at home n i just realised that i have slight sunburn.ok.. i wan to go London!! shall try asking my parent abt it. next year's plan is to either go Thailand or Korea.i wan to go London!! ok enough of that.meeting vanessa later to give her her present :) excited. plan to sleep for the whole day but then i cant sleep well becos of all the muscle cramps n stuff.n my thumb hurts n idk why.

a few more days to school reopen.saw tvs installed at most part of the school..waste money.going to watch aladdin n epic movie tmr.:)

2010-12-30T18:08:00.000-08:00

hi world..its the last day on 2010.wow.time flies.

new year resolutions:
1) be nicer to some ppl.
2) sleep earlier.
3) stay positive

song of the day: numb-linkin park

2010-12-30T03:50:00.000-08:00

hi world im so happy today bcos today marks the day of the last day of training (: happy luh.

i feel like sleeping for 1 month. i am too tired.went to east cost beach today n every one was completely wet.bcos we went in the water n stuff n did alot of water activities.n we spotted lots of guys in red swimming trunks.damn funny n when ever we see one colleen will keep saying it.damn funny.get to noe sec 1s better which is good la.while,had fun today:) when we were going back to school me,yan lin n colleen were acting as the 9 pm show the 'zhou jie ming' super funny n when we were in the bus most of our squad mates was like asking us to shut up bcos we were too irritating. went home wif yan lin,colleen,maydelyn,hui ling n darren. we went to blk 205 to buy bubble tea.but yan lin went home first.

got lost when i went home.cos my sense of direction sucks. ok going to sleep for long hours tmr n going to sleep soon.bye.miss my aunt.day 2

2010-12-29T03:38:00.000-08:00

im tired.fml.fml.fml.fml.fmlttm.freaking tired.18 hours of training.each day 9 hours. wtf.its time to let go.cos this cant go on.why is my life so f***ed up?

to be frank,i never did like u before.

song of the day: dynamite-taio cruz

2010-12-27T00:10:00.000-08:00

hi world.had a horrible morning where i have to pop pills into my mouth. n after some rest im slightly better..i think i need some fresh air.cos i think i have rot enough.
tmr is the day where i will suffer lots cos theres training tmr,wed n thurs. i really dont know what this ppl r thinking.sadist...

sorry for not replying text.

thks regine for ur concern :)

its christmas!

2010-12-24T21:36:00.000-08:00

hi world!! firstly,merry Christmas to all!!! especially to aunt Jacqueline! at least u have a white Christmas! will be waiting for ur arrival today!! hope u bought sth nice from Paris :)

C-hrist gave H-imself as a R-eward so that I-ndividual know the S-acrifices T-hat he made for M-ankind to A-chieve the gift of S-alvation.-something cool to share.

shall end here now!! peace n joy!!

2010-12-23T22:00:00.000-08:00

im dying.

3rd time in my 14 yrs of life to have serious eye bags.it can drop to the floor n i dont dare to go out now...god it looks so horrible.my whole face is screwed up.every inch of my body ache.i dont feell like blogging anymore.god bless me. tmr is christmas i hope i can attend the event.

2010-12-20T02:00:00.000-08:00

hi world.rotting at home.i think i kind of enjoy it.why do i have such a sad life?
i really dont noe.i need to get a life.

song of the day: Greyson chance-waiting outside the line.

let me entertain myself wif this picture.

2010-12-18T06:39:00.000-08:00

2010-12-18T05:09:00.000-08:00

i wan that pair of toms!!!! n the SIA plane!!! if someone brought me thoes i will love them lots.

Christmas is around the corner!!

2010-12-18T04:05:00.000-08:00

hi world...playing crazi taxi for the whole morning.went tuition.mr fernandez. wow.
ok everyone thought that the person in my display picture is me.ok its not me.

i wonder why SOME girls r so WEIRD just want to catch PPL'S attention.
haha just found out that jazel doesnt like u.sorry to hear that.if u wan to cry i can lend u my.........tissue.

song of the day:katy perry-firework

2010-12-17T07:53:00.000-08:00

hi world.lmao just a few min ago.haha many ppl mistook her as my bf.like wth. just becos of the name?! but different pronunciation ok.haha hilarious. cant stop laughing.
coughs.haha xD so dumb la she is like way younger than me.ok may be not way younger but still younger than me.
note to maYI: u suck.

ok nth much happen today.brought christmas tree a christmas present. err christmas tree is my fren vanessa.tmr will be the start of tuition n i dont noe why i actually look forward to going.weird me.why do i smell like strawberries?? must be that candle.

yawns.shall end here.

song of the day: Bruno mars-Grenade.

2010-12-16T05:35:00.000-08:00

hi world.went to work today.in the morning went to buy stuff n went back to office to count stuff.lunch break n back to work.business was good.so i was slacking n that woman came.again. n she hang around for so long.

so,dad came in n claim that i was hungry n we ( include woman) went for tea.great. ok why am i blogging abt this?? forget it.

my dear fren vanessa has went to hong kong.its day1.

2010-12-15T02:37:00.000-08:00

hi world.err didnt work today cos sis was sick.so going to work tmr.if not my conscious will kill me.

bennaisa will be going to hong kong tmr.bye bye.miss us ok? shall spam her wall everyday. nth much for today.watched naruto..damn siok cos i was hugging the enormous shark brought in ikea.softy.

finally

2010-12-14T04:51:00.000-08:00

finally use the com after 2 long days,which felt like years.

so,start with sunday.

11 Dec,2010 sunday

went somewhere cool.happy.went out with my cousin n my sister.we went to haji lane n orchard.we actually covered most of the places in orchard.n i was finding my shoes. saw a pair of Toms which i am so in love with but it was too expansive.its like 89 bucks.n its just a normal pair of shoes.although i really love it.if someone buys me that navy pair of Toms which the monkey inside, i will be grateful for eternity n will love the person wif my life..haha jkjk look for present to buy for lzy...dk wat she wan.shall ask around.

so after looking at the Toms, i looked for a pair of vans.found it n its just so beautiful...haha its a limited addition vans n its the same price as the Toms. so im getting that.walked around n this years lighting in orchard is rather plain n normal
ate supper wif my cousin n we went home.reached home at 12 am. saw this 40 inch tv.
apparently,my father bought it.

12 Dec,2010 monday

went to work.build a tower wif dad's name card.tired.cant text ppl.lzy ask me why i didnt text her.went home n dad change our normal tv to the huge 40 inch tv.it was huge.n i kinda like it.

13Dec,2010 wed

didnt went to work cos i was actually super tired.so i rot at home the whole day. lzy talked to me on msn.vanessa will be leaving on thursday! sad sia.nvm im sure she will buy stuff for me. :) bon voyage vanessa!! enjoy ur trip!!

2010-12-10T21:14:00.000-08:00

hi world.woke up and watched this documentary n they were talking abt cow dung.haha i rmb some one is my class saying cow burger xD. n i watched that before my lunch.totally spoil it.i finally got a thumb drive. so i shall upload my china trip photos n my walking wif dinos photos:)

wats for lunch?

ok my mom really talks alot on the phone.
today is saturday so i shall upload a photo (:
shall post things i wan for Christmas later:)
naruto episode 101 is so funny!!!!

2010-12-08T19:44:00.000-08:00

hi world.she is finally coming back from London today!!!! happy to the max. whoots~

im tired of my life.i need a break.so going to go her house soon.haha xD

effing pissed off.

2010-12-06T04:16:00.000-08:00

hi world.on my nerves now.firstly,the F word is an abusive way of saying sex.so i shall refrain my self from using it.

im damn pissed off by this stupid thing that has been bothering me since the day i step my foot in to that thing.its so ironic asking me,someone who hates this thing so damn much,to help promote how well this thing is,which is not.it sucks ttm. like seriously.i hate it.so wad?this is how i feel u cant do anything ok?! u always said all of us r 'family' n one for all all for one. family?? my foot. if u really mean it u wont be calling out individuals n start barking at them like a mad dog.n leaving a wound in their heart.ur perfection in their heart just simply vanish like that.ohh so now i noe why u dont have a partner.so wad if ur eyes r horribly big? i dont give a shit.cos one day u will realise it will just POP out. then we will definitely organize a POP PARADE FOR U.

ALWAYS using 144 ppl as an excuse. why me out of 144? since ur effing eyes r so humongous then y dont u take a close look at my report book?? i admit,im not born smart or neither am i hardworking.i slack my ass off during my entire sec 2 year n yea i failed like shit.the commitments that i put in is more than thoes slackers slacking all the time but the credits will no doubt go to them.u r busy so am i. compassion n sympathy.lets face it.u have none of thoes.this is not criticizing but only how i feel.all of this crap for 2 yrs. lets just spill it out.

do u really think doing all thoes things actually helps?? apparently not.hey im still a student.if i dont study now wad will happen in the future.u cant give me a bright future rite? showing us some moe videos of inspiring teacher n stuff like that? hey who r u trying to kid? or should i say u work too hard wanting to be like them not noeing that u r far from what it seems like. then stop asking only ME to do stupid stuff.cos im not going to grow up n be like u.if all thoes things i learn helps in my study,i will definitely go. but it doesnt.me n my friends spent our entire morning to do sth that is not necessary n after all the hard work,it was just thrown at a side.wth?! is u think its that easy, why not try doing it urself.i hate to hold grudges against anyone but YOU are an exception.u r just so unreasonable. i dont give a damn if u dont let me go up or wadever.it doesnt matter to me.u have no rights to tell me who i am or tell me wad to do. hey,have u heard of this thing call human rights?? i bet u didnt.

n always thinking that im slacking when im obviously not. when im so sick n frail u dont effing give a damn u just put more n more load on us.seriously wads ur problem? i bet u must have force or even bribe ur students to write thoes nomination forms to let u be the most "caring" teacher award.lmao. talk is cheap. always saying that u work goddamn hard for this n that but hey, what have u done?! prove it la! if scolding,punishing n barking is counted in ur goddamn hard effort then yes u have prove it but then again,that is not.so wtf have u contributed?!

if u never tell me a reason why i should go then why should i tell u a reason if i dont go? calling me as and when u like.hey im not ur dog.neither am i ur slave.u wan ppl to treat u wif respect then respect others first.everything happens for a reason.
u shouldn ask ppl to do things they cant do.its just like asking u to give birth.u cant rite? u just spoil other ppl's day.word of advise: why dont u just go bang a nearest wall or just shoot urself.since u claim to be so good at that.

hypocritical.despicable.disgusting.

2010-12-05T04:49:00.000-08:00

im so confused.what should i do?

if only u accept.

large poop

2010-12-04T22:00:00.000-08:00

hi world.went to walking wif dinos ytd.frankly,its just a show where u see dino move. n it nth special.so err advise not to go.waited for 20 min b4 the show start. after 20min, there was an interval.like == wth.

ok so the show continues.the dinos r huge.n their poop are huge too.its like the size of a human.well thats gross.the show ended at abt 10 plus. n we went for supper n went home next.played oven break on the way.tiring day.

shall upload the photos when i have time.n the bad part is,i took the pics using my phone.so the quality really suck.damn

freaked out ttm

2010-12-02T05:31:00.001-08:00

hi world.err i am just bored.going to watch walking wif the dinosaurs on sat.wow. tmr is the big day.cos i have to go to dental tmr.which is like wow for me.ok nvm talking crap now.

i wonder wat barney sings when he turns emo

2010-12-01T05:29:00.000-08:00

hi world.

2010-11-30T05:36:00.000-08:00

dull.

2010-11-30T05:25:00.000-08:00

hi world.regarding ytd's thingy,i think im serious..my brain is like malfunctioning. and i dont noe why.

its raining again n i played the guitar twice today.well i guess my life suck.

my daily routine: eat,rot,stare into space,doing weird things like staring at the wall,some daily stuff like shitting and sleep.bored rite? well if u wan to try it,go ahead.i think u will just have the xy-is-bored syndrome.

ok im really tired.shall turn in now.nites.

Its time to move on

2010-11-29T04:45:00.000-08:00

hi world.went to east coast park wif my besties today it was awesome!! eason was fun n he is sooo like me!! auntie~ it was really a fun day! :) ver cold n tired now.shall turn in early.

my impression for some guys r very bad.i think i will find a girlfriend instead of a boyfriend.just cant trust them at all.

lesson learn.some boys r seriously like diaper.always changed n always full of shit.

some one should give gaara a hug

2010-11-28T01:57:00.000-08:00

hi world.currently watching naruto.no its not for kids and im watching this episode where some very important guy die.damn sad.episode 80 part one.damn sad.seriously ive watched 6 episodes alr!! yay me!! haha

2010-11-27T04:02:00.000-08:00

hi world.its saturday so i shall upload a picture.im damn happy now cos i finally learn a part of river flow in you.happy ttm

damn tired

2010-11-26T06:30:00.000-08:00

hi world.sorry for not posting.been working for the pass few days.n im so tired. i hate lizards.they suck ttm.kind of lazy so shall end here now.